I'm off her, like I stepped off the train and it has long passed me now...but I'm untruthful. I can't seem to find my way without her light, lost in a whirlwind since the last time we spoke, the last time we kissed. Broken words and empty kisses are all I remember. Tears and shattered dreams are all that is left be hide us. Our failed promises vanish in the lost echoes left be hide by our testament to love for each other. It's gonna take more than a year to get over everything. I have dropped to my knees, hopeless and lifeless. I cover in the shade and sleep under the moon's shadow because I'm too afraid of her light touching me once more. She once completed who I am but remembering the pain she has caused me, simply defeats my will to love her again. I've lost all rounds...there is this darkness that fills the void she left inside of me. I cast faraway until the sun drops from the bright sky. By then, all I want is to witness the light in her eyes that is shared by the moon and stars in the beautiful night. Her glow within the stars burns through the sky night like the fire in my heart that I've once yearned for her. Heartbreaking enough, it no longer exists. So now I creep away till no one can see me but I do stand present enough so she could catch a glimpse of me. I won't let her hold me but I'll let her sense me. My presence is enough to get her heart beating. But the loudness of my heart throbbing for her love breaks my hideaway. It is so strong it utterly creates the feel of an earthquake. Or is that because of the heartbreak she's caused me? Either way, it breaks my chill and I am caught. The light that used to guide me is no longer there: or have I become so blind to it since she's left me? I can't figure it out. I can't find my way either, I'm stuck in a dark cave buried a million feet underground. The walls are collapsing over me. There's no more noor to open a heavenly pathway for me. No luminosity and no guidance. Before I go, you need to know this. Even thou its too late to save our love, I would have done anything to show you how much I adored you and now there's nothing more I can do because its over. Ya noor 3eeny, I am always with you and even when your far away from me, your love is in my heart...The light of my eyes, rohey and alby; since you have ended our chapter in the book of love; you shall end this poem too. Goodbye roon...